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[Wednesday, March 15th @ 9:36pm] |
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Hey this is te future today is the 15th of march... Yeah! So just saying hi because i can!
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[Sunday, February 12th @ 3:01pm] |
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hmm... I'm just a little bored but it's fun so yeah i haven't written in this for a while now. What to say...? Well as many ppl know now i cut my hair and i'm single! LoL But yeah nothing really new. Valentines coming up and i have no valentine...=( oh well though i mean i'm happy so i guess that's good. TOday nothing really going on just going to church...YaY! LoL i guess
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[Wednesday, January 25th @ 9:26pm] |
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i didn't have to go to school today! So i slept the whole time. Hah! but then i had to work. I had to see people i didn't want to see. That sucked but yeah not much happened today. i was just bored.Like now
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[Monday, January 23rd @ 6:44pm] |
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Hmm...this morning started off crappy. I realized all i can do is feel like shit. i really hope its just today. I really don't like feeling like this. I think i should get over it. But why? It wont make me feel any better. That's what i think right now. LoL! Yesterday i went to church. The father told us that "GOD" love us. That he listen to our prayers. That he will answer them. So then i prayed. I don't know maybe i don't have enough faith. Nothing seemed to get any better for me. Maybe it's just me. I guess. EMO EMO EMO!!! i hate sounding like i'm emo! people say it like its a trend now. I remember when it was just you felt sad or depressed. Now everyone thinks its a joke. Hah doesn't really matter i guess i'm going crazy. Don't mind this stupid entree
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[Sunday, January 22nd @ 11:11pm] |
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Have you ever felt like something you did just doesn't feel right, when it really is. That everyone tells you to just leave it alone but you can't. Well i guess it's happening to me. i do things i know i should be doing and just want to take back everything because feel bad. GOD! i'm such of a nice person. Throughout everything that my gf has/is doing to me i'm still willing to tell her that everything is my fault. Still let her to treat me the way she does. Just all for some stupid thing called love.Hey i'll eventually grow out of this. These stupid thought and feelings. I hate them all. Haha get kinda emo! anyways!!! I'm out! Peace.
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[Sunday, January 22nd @ 4:29am] |
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hmm... i can't sleep... Like usual. but yeah... Lots of thinking. Well rented a game like 2 days ago. not bad.It could be better. Well i could be better. I shouldn't even be playing video games right now anyways.But i guess sometimes i feel like i have nothing better to do. I feel so pathetic. Hah j/k! i thinks it's that sleepiness kicking in. Might as well not fight it. Night peeps!
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[Saturday, January 21st @ 10:37am] |
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Unfortunately today started kinda awkward for me. Last night was i night to remember for me, because i realized that i couldn't take shit from my ex girlfriend anymore. So this morning i walked to her house to talk to her and i told her that we should be together anymore. That i couldn't take her bullshit and that i never wanted to talk to her again. For some reason though i felt bad. I felt wrong...but it had to be done. I don't like feeling the way she made me feel. Like i had to change for her. Like i was the only one at fault. It's time for me to grow out of it and just be happy. So now i could officially say I'M SINGLE! LoL well yeah...
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